A Spiritual Awakening

The Uncomfortable Truth about Spiritual Awakening: It's Not always Blissful

Let's talk about spiritual awakening. You might have seen it all over social media: glowing posts about lightworkers, guides, and achieving a state of pure, unadulterated happiness. But here's the thing: my spiritual awakening wasn't sunshine and rainbows. It was a downright dark night of the soul.

The Descent

It began with a creeping unease, a feeling that everything – my job, relationships, even my own thoughts – were a cluttered mess taking up space in my head and heart. This unease morphed into a suffocating loneliness, a cocktail of bitterness and resentment that left me feeling utterly isolated. It got so bad that I experienced panic attacks, suicidal ideations, and fell into dissociative states.

The False Promises

The internet is full of spiritual advisors and coaches promising to "heal" you. But here's the blunt truth: no one can heal you. You aren't broken. This experience, however unsettling, is a sign that a powerful transformation is underway.

The Journey Inward

My turning point came when I decided to get lost. Not literally, but figuratively. I embarked on a journey inward, a pilgrimage to rediscover myself. I learned to break free from the caged mind, the oppressive systems that had dictated my life so far.

Reclaiming My Pieces

This involved embracing all aspects of myself, even the "ugly" ones. I learned to love the shadows, the hidden corners of my heart. I chose to expand my capacity for love, creating strong boundaries that protected this newfound wholeness.

Living the Ancestral Life

Ultimately, my awakening led me to a more ancestral way of being. It's about living in alignment with my deepest self, honoring the wisdom passed down through generations.

The Spark of Meditation

It all started with a simple question from my therapist in 2019: "Have you ever tried meditating?" Back then, I scoffed, fearing the power I might unleash within myself. But that's the beauty of returning to yourself – you reclaim your power. You release all that doesn't belong and step into your sovereign land.

This land is you. Your mind, body, heart, and soul were once occupied territories. Now, it's time to be free.

Are you ready?

We can do this together, in a supportive community. We can rise above the noise and reclaim our true selves.

In solidarity,

Aho